So yeah guess who is going to the Bahama's in September.....yeah that's right! Me bitches,im so flippin excited I can't wait. A fabulous 4 day 3 night cruise,big ship lots of stuff to do,beaches,gorgeous people,the straw market and let's not forget the awesome locals. I've been wanting to get out and do something different and exciting...forget getting out of the state,hell im getting out of the country! "Bon Voyage"
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excited
I feel absolutely fabulous,i've lost more weight (go me) working and making lot's of $ker-ching ker-ching$ and just enjoying being young. Loving the long day's spent at the beach with my woman Britt and im more then likely way more tanner then you are....ooo booyah. I miss Charlotte and wish I had gotten to spend more time with people,but I will be home soon and we can all get together.Mmmmhmmm it'll be real nice....
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mellow
So i've been thinking a lot lately about this guy I knew back in Charlotte.His name was Dylan and we were'nt super close but I can say that I knew him,he was a cool guy and we got to hang out a few time's before I came back to Florida. Well about a week ago I got the sad news that Dylan had committed suicide,it was quiet a shock....I mean I hardly knew the kid. As the week's have passed on it has made me wonder,did the last person who saw him tell him that they loved him?? Did he know that he had so many friend's that loved him dearly,how someone can just kill themselves is way beyond me,I guess I never will.There has got to be so much pain and anguish going on for someone to feel that alone and desperate.Even if someone did tell Dylan that they loved him would it of stopped him from pulling the trigger that day?? Who knows,all I know is you should never EVER pass up the chance to tell someone that you care about that you love them.No matter how mad you are or what...if you care about them then you should tell them.It's like my mom always says "you should always tell a person you love them,cause you don't know if that's the last time you will ever see them." so if I know you,know that I love you,even if we have known for a short time. I know I will never pass up the chance to say that I love you and neither should you.
So it's been a while since I have actually come on here and written anything.I guess im just not really big on it,but I thought it was time for and update in how my life is going so far. I made it back to Florida October 20th and could'nt be happier.Im getting back in touch with old friends,working at a great job and just enjoying being a 21 year old.That's right im 21 now,woot woot go me haha! I do however miss my friends back in Charlotte,I was able to see some that I had'nt seen in year's and also had the pleasure of making some awesome new friends...they are all simply amazing and im so glad we got the chance to meet and become friends.So that's just a little update about me,anything new happens I will spread the news.
So not only am I moving back to Florida,but in the coming year 2008 one of my best friends will (hopefully) be coming to Florida from Honduras,then I will be seeing RENT in April followed by Adam Pascal the original Roger in the broadway cast of RENT...THEN all my money will be saved up to go to New York City with my friend Amanda...I can not wait!!!!
So as most of my friends know im moving back to Florida very soon. Im so torn between staying and going but i've made up my mind to go ahead and go.I've made some awesome new friends while being back here in Charlotte and some incredible memories that I wont soon forget.But things change and people change, I no longer want to be surrounded by petty high school drama. I guess I just expected Charlotte to be the same when I got back but frankly I dont think it is and whether I want to admit it or not people and places grow and change even for the worst. The past seven months have been more then I could hope for with their ups and downs but now im ready to get everything straightened out and my life in order.
